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Saturday, January 30, 2010
Hello people! So well last week has been a hectic schedule for me. It may be not much for some of you people but it's already kinda a tiring week for me. Classes as usual. one word BORING! But i've learn the art of sleeping soundly in class and not getting caught by the teacher. So yea the week went by with classes and then Friday it was my NEW friend's 20th birthday. Well i just got to know her and she's ..... As you can see, i'm even lost between words. First her name is ONG Jia Kee. Hahaha! She may be 20 but she don't act like one! I can't believe she's the oldest one in my group but her action doesn't speak like a 20 year old. How amusing. When i just got close to her, my other friends said that we are meant to be friends because we're the same level of people. I don't get it at first. Slowly, i'm starting to see signs tt we kinda seem to a little alike in our behaviour. May be we're the BLUR type. And we talk of the same stuff so yea now they always put me with her. Poor me! I'm so much better than her. I don't get bullied as much as her. I'm more alert than her and i can definitely more scary than her! So we're DIFFERENT. We should never be put on the same page :)       On friday to countdown her birthday we had bah kuh teh for dinner and then headed to KLCC to countdown for her as a surprise. As some may know the KLCC tower off their lights at 12am so we surprised her with a slice a cake and sang for her. Too bad we can't chill there long cause of those snobbish guards! But still we did take quite a lot of pictures! The birthday girl was surprised but did not cry.     On that day, i headed home around 3am already so yea was dead beat! But the next day, had another of her celebration. It was supposed to be another surprise for her dinner at the appartment at the curve! Once again, because of her blurness, we got her surprised! What an easy target to be surprised. We actually spend the whole day with her. How nice of US but Krystal would get most of the credits for planning it. Totally get how she feels when being the planner! Stressful as hell :/ So the day ended and i went over to PJ and rested for the Sunday. This week once again classes started and again boredom. I've watch Toothfairy and it was funny. Not awesome but funny. The young boy is gonna be so HOT when he grows up. But "the rock" was really funny. OMG! The huge him in tutu and wings! LOL! So yea been out this week too! Going around to eat and yum cha. The 3 of us finally meet too! PC, WG and me! We talked like we had not met forever. And it was like old times. And i've missed it terribly! We should try doing it after CNY again! Out stories are never ending you know :) And yesterday, went shopping with the girls in KL! And it was so freaking tiring after all of it. We practically walk the whole day. So shopping is really a good form of exercise. So much of walking till i can't feel my feet. I think thr shorty was gonna faint. Hahahaha!! We din buy much actually but still had fun. Next week shall begin my PT week and i'm so NOT ready! Sigh....I don't have the mood for everything. As in for m y PT , CNY and everything else. And i'm not ready to face the day when the result is out. And it will be on Krystal's birthday. How scary is that! I'm gonna celebrate with her but still have to face the torture of reality. I hate it and i am really afraid. I am even NOW! Fingers crossed. What lies ahead i will not know but i really hope it'll be a good one :) P.S. I'm craving for snowflakes now :( The weather is freaking hot and i hate it! Tuesday, January 26, 2010 So, hey people :) What's down? Well for me i'm totally down cos i'm Oh-so-broke! Ok i know you ppl might wanna kill me cos i've been saying tt i'm broke practically for consequently few days already. But i'm seriously broke what! :( That's why i'm so emo. I wanna buy so many more things which i haven got the chance to buy. I still haven finish my CNY shopping list. I wanna buy a really RED top or dress. Then heels, blazer, flats, skirts, bags, dresses, dresses, dresses! And so this is why i'm heading to KL once again to shop for some dirt cheap stuff with my college friends. I'm so excited to go with them! Haven been there with all of them :) Total excitement! Then there's also birthdays coming up. Like 4 i guess. It's a lot of money spending on it already so yea you know i feel now huh! It's not like i wanna spend or what but it's just happen naturally you know. The demand for money is always not enough for everyone. So it sucks! Well i've been doing some thinking lately. Life is so much like a drama. Literally. I mean recently i've been seeing, listening, experiencing some drama in life. So if you really think it's so nice to have a drama life, think twice!  There's like those family politics drama scenes you can always watch on all those Hong Kong series like the famous"Moonlight resonance" and yeah i've been recently listening some family drama and experiencing some of it myself. And frankly speaking it's not much difference, just scrap away may be the killing and without the dramatic hong kong music serenading in the middle of the drama. Then there goes all the shouting, and crying. Sigh....And just like tt our life is not much difference i can say so.  At the other end, there may be some drama action going on in our own college like "Gossip Girl". Just we're not living at the upper east side of Manhattan but living at the kinda the "prestigious" Sunway college as they say. Well drama action in college normally happens more between girls i guess. Girls giving the "STARE" when we know it's NOT a normal and nice stare at all. Gossip, bitch talk then starts. And cat fight may happen and there goes girls not talking to each other. Even if they are they might just be pretending. Guys going after a girl, girl rejecting then the third party comes in. It's kinda the same procedure all the time. This is totally so Blair v Serena or for now may be Jenny! I know right! Tell me about it! Sometimes i feel why we girls must be that sensitive, confusing and complicating. But think the other side, i guess God just made us this way. And we can't blame ourselves and it's not all the bad.   Well at least we're not in one of the drama in Supernatural or Ghost Whisperer. It would scare the shit out of me. It's not like it's real or something but still if you were in their shoes for real it would be too cool yet too freaky! Well i might not wanna be in Grey's Anatomy either. Cutting people and all the long hours. Totally NOT my thing! But i might sacrifice just to be with the Oh-so-HOT guys! Mcsteamy, Mcdreamy, & Dean :)) Sorreh...my current obsession! At the end of the day, come to think of it, all this kinds of drama is like part of a parcel of life. We can't get away from it. No one has a total perfect smooth life. If there is well he/she is just the exception! But i'm still happy with my life though there's some minor cracks here and there but it's still good enough for me. I still get the drama of laughing with friends and families after cracking up some lameest/dirty jokes. It reminds me "How i met your mother", "Friends" and "Two and a half men". I never fail having a BIG LOL after watching every episodes of it.Hence, our life ain't tt sucky at all if you try looking at the brighter side. Everyone of us will always have someone who will be there for us all the time. And that's most important even you just face your most terrible, darkest, or DRAMA day of your life. You'll somehow know you have your friends and family waiting and welcoming at the other end for you with the brightest smile and warmest hug =)  Cheers!Wednesday, January 20, 2010  11.45am class but i woke up at 7.30am. Well it may seem impossible for me to have woken up this early for a MORNING JOG :D Yea i've been feeling like to jog for this whole week but i am too lazy to wake up and shy to jog alone in the Sunway field. Later i bump into someone familiar or whoever. Hahaha! Damn shy ok :/ But i still decided to go for a jog whatever it takes but when i went down. It was freaking drizzling! Damn! Just as i wanted to jog and woke up personally for it. It's so nice to be sleeping. So unlucky ok :( I've been wanting to join the gym but sigh once again i have no $$$! And this sem it seems i can't join yoga anymore cause of my classes which would clash with it. So yeah pathetic. I wanna exercise. I need someone to MOTIVATE me. I think i should just join the gym may be for a month to try out. Sigh...this is so disturbing! Sucks to be ME for now :( OK i wanna go back to bed since i can do nothing else but tt now! Good Morning ppl :D xoxo! Wednesday, January 13, 2010  Airports... Leaving on a jet plane. This song is singing in my mind. There's always a love-hate relationship towards the airport! Love it when you're traveling. Hate it when you need to send someone you're close to off. Well...that's always it. Last week i was happy and loving the airport as i was traveling and now i hate it because i have to send my brother off where he will be back for good. I did not really send him off at the airport, but talking on the phone with him this afternoon already made me had tears in my eyes. Every now and then i think of the happy times we had together for the past 3 weeks, I'm really missing every single detail of it. I know it's not like i won't see him again. Just that he's my only brother and the bestest one you'll ever have so yes i'm sad for him leaving! Yea i know i'm writing as if i will not see him again. You see i'm actually quite emotional towards certain things. You can compare me with Izzie in Greys Anatomy. I'm a bit like her in some ways where the emotional part comes in :) People Always Leave. It's true and i hate it. We face it every now and then. It's just a phase we have to go through. It may be sad, sometimes hurtful and painful to bear but somehow or rather we will face the reality that people always leave. And somehow or rather by some time we'll get use to it and accept it. Hence, like i always say, reality sucks! I know my brother is better off there. And he belongs there for now and i hope he'll just live happily and healthy there! I hope i can visit you soon kor :) I love it when you're here with us and thanks for everything and i really am proud and lucky to have you as my awesome brother and will always love you as you are :) Grief may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone. It isn’t just death we have to grieve. It’s life. It’s loss. It’s change. And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad. The thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime. That’s how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can’t breathe, that’s how you survive. By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won’t feel this way. It won’t hurt this much. Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way. So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty. The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can’t control it. The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes. And let it go when we can. The very worst part is that the minute you think you’re past it, it starts all over again. And always, every time, it takes your breath away. There are five stages of grief. They look different on all of us, but there are always five. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance. I know this post may seem to be a little emo but no i'm not emo, just felt like writing something emo you know :) I wrote the part about the grieving part is from the show Grey's anatomy. That's what i love about Grey's. Their quotes and lines are just amazing! It's just really emo which i really like (: Ok then i think it's time for bed. Time is ticking! and class has started! See ya people :) Till then, xoxo! Mwah :) |
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